the rain beats down on me and (f)lies into my eyes. it's cold and i thought it might help me to push you away, but you just keep coming back like a punching bag with a grudge.
let the rain bully me like you have all week.
do you really think that this is making me love you again?
i've been reading too much and taking it to literally.
i've been hiding out under my hood and behind my mask of apathy to see who actually cracks the code first. i'm only hiding to see who'll come to seek. and you haven't proven that you can actually see into me yet, so what makes you think you're so special.
i blue away the rain and hoped it would fall around me, that i could be out of the mis(t)ery for once. but nothing ever goes as planned, even when it's in the blueprints.
just because i can't see you doesn't mean that i steal your stare. and i'm trying so desperately to return it, because i don't want it as much as you think anymore.
fall out of love with me, i'm begging you.
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